For the snow we never get
for the love never shared
for the friendship i always wanted
If we ever parted i could never
forget the quiet the still the peaceful and serene
tha happy the jubilant the laughter
and the fears
I love you like a tear drop.....
(I never want to shed)(that was crossed out
hmm seems i never finished it
28th August 2000
Monday, December 8, 2008
why so hard
Life
why so hard
so rough so mean
why not smooth so calm and serene
something
I do am doing have done?
what can i do
to make this life go away
Hard hit hard blow
duck down go with the flow
rapids and whirlpools
torrents of rain
what does it take
to get rid of the pain
no love no hope no trust
just tears
the emotions i feel
hurt fear and pain
nothing i can do to make it go
away
2000
why so hard
so rough so mean
why not smooth so calm and serene
something
I do am doing have done?
what can i do
to make this life go away
Hard hit hard blow
duck down go with the flow
rapids and whirlpools
torrents of rain
what does it take
to get rid of the pain
no love no hope no trust
just tears
the emotions i feel
hurt fear and pain
nothing i can do to make it go
away
2000
confusion
O love of mine
how deep how true
but is this really
love i feel for you
the want the need the power
Love or the love of love?
which is which can you tell
how pure how deep how true
is this love i feel for you
content to know this
love is pure
is this love of love
or love of you
o love of mine
how deep how true
this is really love
but feel I it for you?
1999
how deep how true
but is this really
love i feel for you
the want the need the power
Love or the love of love?
which is which can you tell
how pure how deep how true
is this love i feel for you
content to know this
love is pure
is this love of love
or love of you
o love of mine
how deep how true
this is really love
but feel I it for you?
1999
Life
Life
what?
Life
How to explain:
Its like a mountain
No-one reaches the top
without falling back down
what happens at the top?
you die.
Is my mountain as big as yours?
No but it might be bigger it might be smaller
there's hidden crevices, sheer cliffs
How will I know?
you wont you just crawl out climb up
carry on reach the top
whats at the top?
happiness.
happiness and death?
yes.
How?
happiness is peace. death is peace.
I don't want to die
I'm sorry
what?
your mountain was small
but...
I'm sorry
you've reached the top
How?
You climbed faster than i did
can i fall down?
You will
How?
The mountain has two sides life and death
Ive climbed life?
yes , now you can fall in death with peace
when? now?
now....goodbye
are you still here ?
Have you gone?
why was your mountain so small
you where too young too beautiful
peaceful
my dear child enjoy yourself in death
as it wasn't possible in life
Its over I will join you soon
I'm old and so very tired goodbye sweet child
about 1996
what?
Life
How to explain:
Its like a mountain
No-one reaches the top
without falling back down
what happens at the top?
you die.
Is my mountain as big as yours?
No but it might be bigger it might be smaller
there's hidden crevices, sheer cliffs
How will I know?
you wont you just crawl out climb up
carry on reach the top
whats at the top?
happiness.
happiness and death?
yes.
How?
happiness is peace. death is peace.
I don't want to die
I'm sorry
what?
your mountain was small
but...
I'm sorry
you've reached the top
How?
You climbed faster than i did
can i fall down?
You will
How?
The mountain has two sides life and death
Ive climbed life?
yes , now you can fall in death with peace
when? now?
now....goodbye
are you still here ?
Have you gone?
why was your mountain so small
you where too young too beautiful
peaceful
my dear child enjoy yourself in death
as it wasn't possible in life
Its over I will join you soon
I'm old and so very tired goodbye sweet child
about 1996
Haunted House
Creeak
The door shuts.
A mist closes over you
hanging over you
like dark clouds
The atmosphere
imprinted on the house
Fear rakes through you
like a thousand knives
a long suffering moan
like a tired old man
the mist makes faces
Looking...... Pleading
A sorrow
creeps through you
followed by terror
then pain
like ice in your heart
the past is reaching out to you
you're falling into a sorrow
A sorrow for
those past fears, hopelessness
you crumple breathing deeply
then you feel a hopeful glow
It comes over the house
the faces disappear with smiles
A happy sigh follows them
about 1994
The door shuts.
A mist closes over you
hanging over you
like dark clouds
The atmosphere
imprinted on the house
Fear rakes through you
like a thousand knives
a long suffering moan
like a tired old man
the mist makes faces
Looking...... Pleading
A sorrow
creeps through you
followed by terror
then pain
like ice in your heart
the past is reaching out to you
you're falling into a sorrow
A sorrow for
those past fears, hopelessness
you crumple breathing deeply
then you feel a hopeful glow
It comes over the house
the faces disappear with smiles
A happy sigh follows them
about 1994
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